“We make movies; American movies. Leave the films to the French.”

–Sam Shepard, True West

Or, if you will, the utopian performative…

Warning: If you suffer from anti-intellectualism, please stop reading. If you’re not sure if you suffer from anti-intellectualism, answer this simple question: Do you label all intellectualism as elitist? If yes, please stop reading. PS. I’m actually not into -isms as identity markers but they sure do come in handy don’t they?

When you see a particular performance or theatrical production, there is a moment when you connect so completely, with an overwhelming feeling of community, of synergy, a sometimes spiritual experience of feeling tapped-into something amazingly beautiful and larger than yourself, that feels so right, and makes you feel at once an immense elan, and a sadness in the knowledge that this is merely a fleeting state.

This is Jill Dolan’s theory of utopian performatives. In her words: “That feeling of hope, or that feeling of desire, embodied by that suddenly hollow space in the pit of my stomach that drops me into an erotics of connection and commonality.”

This, she says, is a way that performance can inspire social change. It does not set an agenda for change, it does not show what the perfect world will look like; it does show what the perfect world will feel like, that it is a possibility, one we must strive for, whether or not we know how it will turn out. A compulsion may drive one to attempt change, the desire to live in that state, a “saudade” if you will (Portuguese word for an emotion akin to nostalgia but tinged with hope, also sometimes translated as a longing for something that does not and perhaps cannot exist). She explains her use of the word “utopia” not by the perfect-world definition which has been popularized, but by its historical and etymological definition of “no place”.

Similar experiences can be found in any aspect of life, in an event, con-text, conversation, in finding secret beauty, in a brilliantly comedic moment. Something we can’t exactly conceive of consciously, but that directs our systems of thought nonetheless. They are inexplicables just below the surface, that keep us going, push us forward, inspire us to find answers, to try to create and live in a better world.

More…

• About Vanessa Query
• Article on Query’s video work in the “Guide to Yellow Springs”
• Article on the YS Short Film Festival (of which Query is Festival Director)